I’m travelling overseas on this coming Friday, 23rd Feb. In between now and then I’ll be organising things, buying last-minute stuff, making sure everything’s in order, packing, etc. I’ve also promised myself to write the most personal, most important thing I’ve ever written, which will probably never go up on The T-Shirt Corporation. At least, it won’t go up without permission and I don’t know if I could bring myself to ask for permission. I mean, really, its personal, right? Yeah, whatever.
I don’t know when I’ll be updating The T-shirt Corporation again, if I ever update it. I hate this thing as much as I love it and almost everything I wrote on it kills me as much as it brings me life. A part of me wants to keep up with it, but I know I’ll also be relieved to leave it behind me. I also don’t know what internet availablity is going to be like where I’m heading. For now I’m putting the site on ice, a period I will officially call Kowalski, in honour of the last American hero to whom speed means freedom of the soul.
The T-shirt Corporation has pretty much served its purpose: to get me writing on a regular basis. My writing’s probably also improved just out of practice, but in all honesty I still think that, for the most part, my writing just plain sucks. Maybe one day I’ll be able to write real quality work that will be worthwhile reading and people will finish reading it and think, “Hmmm… that was really worth my while”, but for now that’s just a pipe dream.
I would have liked the last update to be Where to From Here? as it is exactly where my life is at right now. I’m in the middle of the most beautiful, most painful thing ever, and I have no idea.
I’m planning on blogging (I hate that word!!!) my overseas journey. Maybe I’ll link to it on here sometime.